I can't believe this is happening to me.
I was just trying to walk through a narrow space in the living room when I kicked the table.Again I thought, not like I've not been kicking doorways, KFC's toilet door and table when I walk resulting in blue blacks and wound here and there. But wait this is really really very painful.When I lifted my leg, I saw two pieces of purple toe nail, which turned out to be my broken toe nail.one piece broke into 2 piece. A complete vertical separation.Just thinking now traumatises me.Not exaggerating but blood are flowing like water from the pipe.I freaked out but nobody's at home.. Sis just when in to shower and I can expect another 1/2 hour before she can fetch me to doc..
Blood clotted finally then dad sent me to the clinic where I met the most cruel looking, annoyed,undeserving doctor in my life. He is an indian man, looking prepared to pull my nail out. (I can remember how irritated he look when he decided tat the almost falling off half has to come out or there will be infection.Means more work before he can slaughter us with his charges) And that's what he did,pulled the broken off half out and bandaged my toe without really telling me what to do and zero,I repeat none words of comfort..Not one smile. With another 'its haji I don't wanna work' looking malay nurse.. what the hell.. And he gave me ponstan as painkiller.Made us pay unnecessarily for the stupid gastric med to eat before taking the painkiller.WTH...
Please la doctors and doctor wannabe's.. You wanna be doctor to help ppl or for money??Don't say you are prepared if you are not willing to sacrifice your holidays and not willing to work night shif.Willing means really willing okay..Don't 'tunjuk muka ' at your poor in pain patients okay?You think you very noble is it?The entire clinic going thing that happened yesterday was just like 100% business making to me.No wait, businessmen even treat you in a friendly manner..erm it was more like 'trading'
For once I agree with Uncle SIva..Some Doctors can be really really 'bangang'(some okay)
Then he said I gotta change dressing tomorrow...One day only need to change dressing ke?
These few days has been really depressing for me.. Now no walking around outside for a week I think .And tomorrow is my birthday. This is just awesome.=)Like i've not suffered long enough being caged at home
Just a short one before taking my beauty sleep=) I cannot tahan waiting,I can't even last for a day so I willingfully drove to ts again instead of sticking to the initial plan of waiting till monday to be fetched there..Anyway it was free so I watched 2012 today!It was so awesome that I feel like watching it again right after it ended!Totally worth me driving all the way there two days in a row.. Very very nice..=) Now I need to rest..Night people..Muaxxx!
Heya!!I finished A lvls already..Apart from me and my fellow companions in A lvls hostages, a lot of other people seem to like this fact too.. Ahaha...So So happy..
I changed my template,you noticed?nice??Its brighter..sick of black and black so I'm kinda in a bright colour evolution now. Yup yup..since I have tonnes and tonnes of time now.. Feeling kinda weird also.One time you have so many things to cram into your brain,then in a short period time gotta vomit it all out,write as fast as you can, squeeze all the cerebral fluid out then be left with nothing to do..Not complaining about the freedom really,I'm so happy with it but kinda lost la..Adapting adapting..
I'm supposed to watch 2012 for free today but stupid ts is so crowded that its all full except the 910pm session.What the heck,how to watch?And that ticket seller only tell us after we q for 1/2 hour to redeem it..So inefficient ><
So it got postponed to monday..I wanna watch...*cries* Hope I'll manage to watch it this time, one more disappointment I'll cry =(
A bit too free now I need to find some games and anime to watch..
And need to go jogging..i'm going jogging tomorrow morning.I wanna go swimming too..
Freedom is just awesome.=)
Tomorrow is pasar malam..Dunno how many years didn't go to a real pasar malam already..I can't believe its making me excited, pasar malam><
It is raining heavily outside..Here am I cuddling up in my thick comfy blanket while procrastinating on chemistry...Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow..Physical chemistry shall be read tomorrow..I developed this habit of randomly clicking into other strangers blog and enjoy reading about their life for hours..Not exactly stranger,but its not that I know this person..But well,who cares,people post their blog online to be read,but does that make me a stalker?perhaps not..I can't help but envy how alive they are..Most of these active bloggers seems to have so many things to blog about every day,I wonder if their life's really so interesting or they're the ones that's so good in elaborating and describing their routine everyday life..Entertaining..My blog's dead and dull just like me..
There's only two more papers for A2!!Two more!!! After that I'll officially regain my freedom from this brutal mental colonisation of the ruthless A-lXXXl..Hahahahahaha...Freedom it is but what am I gonna do with it?I feel demotivated really..What am I gonna do after this?Now what?I can't help but think my future's dark and blurry..Not only in what course I'm gonna take and what I'm gonna do when I grow up(Sorry,I mean work) in most of the other aspects as well..What is there to look forward to?I wish choices are as simple as yes or no..Or love's as simple as I love you.Sigh...
There are few things that I know I must do though
*Go to church at least 2 times a week..(Not once a week like now)
*Go shopping till the world ends..Hahaha...supressed desire is not good...
*Watch movie
*Go shopping again
*Ta pau my A level books
* Go to malacca!
* Save my blog..
We're very different from others..Of this I know.But when I call upon your name,you hold my future in your hands.Into your hands I commit again.Jesus Let your will be done.
